Hatred .
I'm not gonna complain nor am i gonna wail about my life, There's thousands suffering more.
I'm not gonna do anything stupid to harm myself, it isn't my fault.
And i swear, i hate people complaining about their oh-so-horrible lives, how miserable they are.
Like seriously cant you think of others?
This post is gonna be emotional. So Yeah.


Last night, i felt hurt, i felt anger, sadness. i wanted to run, far from her words.
I didn't like what she said, i hated what she said. How she think she's in the right.
I hated how she commented about my sister, my dearest sister.
I hated seeing my sister cry, i felt nothing but pure heartache.
I dislike my Mum, everything she said and done.
i grew up in a simple lifestyle, money was never a problem, my parents always tried their best to get me what i desired. but i too grew up in a life of comparisons.
I hated being compared to others, i hate the feeling of failure.
But the only thing i could do was cry. after starting my Secondary life, i cried alot.
i got really sensitive, paraniod, and had really low self-esteem .
I would lock myself in the room and cry.
I didnt had any good support, and i thought my family was something i could count on.
But last night i saw how wrong i was. Screwed this family, this life -'-

Remembered i said i hated how people complained about therr lives?
I really hate myself.